i am wanleng.

» Wednesday, February 24 / -11:25 PM

So today marks the end of End-Sem test. This is the feeling of shiokness of the last day of school. 7 weeks of holidays coming up! I can like do all the things i want to, sleep half the day away, have fun like mad! What else are better than holidays?!

I hope my hard work pulls the gpa up. But then again, i am beginning to wonder if i am in the right course. Because actually, i rather have people to serve me than i serve people.
So i thought of switching to another business related course when i get to university. But the problem is, can i even get into a government uni? With my grade, i doubt so. Those who scores 3.8 and above are probably Einsteins' grandchildren.

I mean, i don't know what i can do in the future(with just a diploma). Dealers, hotel front desk, room service, waiters?? These are the only hospitality related jobs for fresh graduates that i can think of so far.

Many of them told me that in this industry you have to start from the most bottom. I know this is the situation for most people, but doesn't that mean like.. waiters??! And maybe including some other shit jobs too.
The point is, i don't have to bloody pay so much to study to be a waiter! Even secondary school kids can just do it! If i went into some other course like accounting, i probably get to sit in some office doing random HR stuffs compared to carrying heavy trays and glasses.
Plus, i think those who gets the higher pay positions(hmm like managers?) are probably the ones excelling in the course. Then where do we, these average students stand?!

My friends said "You can go overseas what" and i am like no way. Imagine yourself somewhere foreign all alone and sad, suffering from some love sick syndrome. I might die before i come back. They told me we don't have a choice though.
Then again, some of you may say "Change course lor". But isn't it stupid to change course after one whole year? Waste time and waste money. Furthermore, i don't even have any plans of what to switch to.

I guess i can only continue with my choice and pray that 船到桥头自然直 if i work hard. Still, i can't help but worry. What am i going to do?! Effff.